sigh

i've never actually missed living there until now.

what the fuck

seriously, this is a fucking load of bullshit. what the fuck.

:/

so.... hmm.

packing. i have so much crap. i'm doing my best to throw out stuff that i obviously don't need anymore. i'm really trying to throw out as much as possible this time around,
trying to avoid my packratting.

sometimes i feel like i'm incapable of becoming friends with females for the sole purpose of being friends. granted, i have female friends. a bunch. but for some reason i feel like there are very very few of them that i became friends with for entirely plutonic purposes from the very beginning.

i want sushi for dinner, but should save money and eat some of the food i have in my house.
moving food seems kind of silly.

...

well... as if everything else wasn't enough, you just said the magic word.

my childhood

i will be eternally happy that george lucas was convinced to release the original theatrical versions of the original star wars trilogy on dvd. basically that means i don't have to worry about ever buying another copy of the star wars trilogy again, at least not until dvd's are totally phased out. after like 8 different copies, i'm getting a little sick of buying it.

albuquerque is where the cool kids live

f you santa fe. it was fun, but it's not anymore.

i will miss yin yang though.

peeps

recently i've been talking to 2 people fairly frequently. one is a friend from college that i go periods of time without talking to. but when we do reconnect, it is always nice, as we've always gotten along rather well. the other is a fairly new friend, we had hung out once or twice a while ago, she has a rather great memory (she remembered practically everything i had told her, even though our original meeting was rather unremarkable), and we've had a few exceedingly good communications. perhaps it's circumstantial, but sometimes it just seems easy to share with certain people.

i might have found an apartment.

i've also been listening to a lot of super raging music. that and southern rock. which sometimes can be pretty raging as well.

blarg

this situation is complicated.

i wish it wasn't.

man... this year...