extreme excitement at the fact that you SHOULD be back tomorrow.
nervousness that you might NOT be back tomorrow.
i feel like i'm in a surreal state of flux and uncertainty. it doesn't seem real that as soon as tomorrow i may be standing in the airport holding you in my arms. it feels like a dream. something that can't possibly be true. that's where the uncertainty stems from. if you're not back tomorrow, it's not the end of the world to wait a few more days. we've made it this long (2 months, 1 week, 1 day), a few more days isn't the end of the world. i'm just mentally preparing myself for you NOT coming back, so i'm not all sad if it doesn't happen. trying to not get my hopes all crazy.
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