sigh... my world.

i am 100% in love with someone. to the point where if a few hours go by without any sort of contact with her, and i start to get depressed. i don't know if that's healthy. but i can't help it. i have never felt like this before, she consumes every thought in my head, and at all times i feel like she is the conductor of my emotions. i hope she never finds out how easily she could take advantage of that. last night i made her upset, with something i said, i'm not sure exactly what it was, but i guess that doesn't exactly matter. the point being, at the moment, i am in one of those depressions. it's not uncommon that we'll go a few hours in the morning without talking, she also has this problem with her cell phone signal where she is currently. causing things like text messages to occasionally take up to 4 hours to be sent. but coupled with the fact that i know she was upset last night, it's basically destroyed me for the time being. this morning has felt like forever, and all i want to do is see her, and kiss her. i will spend the rest of my life with this girl, if it's the last thing i do... she is everything.